i, me and lazy

it has been days since i last blogged. not that i m busy....my nothing-to-do state has made me gluttonous, a big lazy bum. d only thng tht has bugged me like hell to write this is d end of dis freedom. i recently came across a question somewhere....relating to voices in people's heads.
i turn my neck slightly to have a bettr view of my eyes in d mirror...just to see whether little other eyes are popping out too.
i m so......weird is d word. commoni dnt knw what other people think or how 'groupedly' they do, but all i knw is dat uncanny voices do play havoc in my head. at times wen its worse i cn b seen hittng myself to jerk me out of d 'thng'.
but this blog is not about my craziness, its about my laziness....cmon i m so lazy tht i hav to scratch my forehead thnkng repeatedly - wat is being lazy called in english?? and den i realise
'hey ram'
lazy is manifest in me, and me in lazy
people around me say in great pain - enjoy these days of pure nothingness
it wil b really a lot of time wen u wud hav nthng to do
and i stare back - voices giggling loudly - 'time passes so fast, she has nothing to do now'
i make a mental note for an imaginary whacking
i come back to thinking
it takes such a long time to do tht
think think think..............dont blink blink blink - singsong voices in head
i blink in disbelief and dey whoop at each other..i wish i cud wash them off
thought reaches them and dey stop wid serious faces... a grin breaking from time to time
'she needs so much time to think !!!!' - hushed voices
doesnt matter u c....dey r all in my head...i can adjust the volume to my needs
smiles freeze as volcano of my thoughts flows over

classes are about to begin,i need to make the best of dis time....as well as my voices too
all do a ringa ringa roses and we all fall down
CrAsHhHHHH !!!!!!!!